IF THIS HAD BEEN A LOVE STORY, IT WOULD HAVE STARTED THE 28TH OF AUGUST 2014. BUT THIS IS NOT A LOVE STORY, SO I MAKE IT START TODAY, ON GRINDR, ONE EVENING LIKE ANY OTHER ONE...
...OR MAYBE NOT. NOT LIKE ANY OTHER EVENING.
IF IT HAD BEEN AN ORDINARY EVENING, I WOULDN'T EVEN STARTED THE CHAT, BUT I WOULD HAVE JUST WAIT YET ANOTHER TALENTED, DEVOTED SUCKER TO DROP BY ME PLACE TO GIVE ME A WELL DONE SERVICE.
I'M NOT SURE ABOUT HIM... WHAT HE COULD HAVE DONE, BUT I HAVE SEVERAL IDEAS.
IN ANY CASE, YES! THIS WAS DEFINITELY A SPECIAL EVENING, CONSIDERING MY PECULIAR BEHAVIOUR.
MAYBE IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO THE VIRGIN MARY OF LOURDES TO ASK FOR A MIRACLE.
MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS JUST FUCKING HIGH AFTER THE STREET PARADE IN ZURICH.
OR MAYBE BECAUSE IT WAS JUST MEANT TO BE, THIS AWKWARD NON LOVE STORY, BUILT MAINLY TO HIDE TWO DISORDERED LIVES DESPERATELY TRYING TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING "GOOD"...
...WHAT THEY WERE TAUGHT TO BE RIGHT
TWO PEOPLE TRYING TO BE WHO THEY WERE NOT
STRIVING TO FEEL AS IT SHOULD BE
AND
IN ANY CASE
NO MATTER WHAT
THE TRUTH IS THAT
WE WERE BOTH THERE
LIKE EVERY GAY
SO SAD TO SAY
THAT'S HOW IT WORKS
MOSTLY TO FUCK
AND NOT MUCH ELSE
IT IS A FACT
THAT'S HOW WE MET
ON GRINDR APP.
...THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO IT!