TUESDAY THE 12TH OF DECEMBER 2016 - NORTH EUROPE
THE FOURTH DAY HE CAME BACK HOME .
THE FIRST THING HE MADE WAS TO SWITCH ON GRINDR .
AS I NEVER SAW HIS PROFILE BEFORE .
THE SECOND THING HE MADE WHEN I WROTE HIM THERE WAS TO BLOCK ME .
AS I NEVER SPOKE TO HIM WITH ONE OF MY 7 FAKE PROFILE .
SEVEN, LIKE THE LIVES OF THE CAT. YES.
BECAUSE THE CAT HAS SEVEN LIVES, NOT NINE.
CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT.
AND ANYWAY I WAS THE BAD ONE, NO MATTER WHAT.
IN ANY CASE I WOULD HAVE BEEN THE MAD GUY, NO MATTER WHAT.
I WANTED TO GET TO SPEAK WITH MAGENTA.
I WANTED TO GET TO TOUCH HIM/IT.
I WOULD HAVE DONE WHATEVER IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN.
HOW STUPID, HOW THOUGHTLESS, HOW ME.
CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT.
NOT EVEN THE MONSOON MANAGED TO STOP ME.
I WANTED TO UNDERSTAND.
I WANTED TO KNOW.
TO KNOW IT ALL.
JUST FOR MY PERSONAL SATISFACTION.
JUST TO SAY TO MYSELF THAT I WAS RIGHT.
JUST TO FEED MY EGO ONE MORE TIME.
AND SAY TO THE WORLD ABOUT MY VISIONS....
....AGAIN
CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT
BUT SATISFACTION BROUGHT IT BACK !!
HOW PITIFUL I AM